YOU are a bottle.

hahahaha... Anyways... Can I try to describe you a little???

go ahead.

You're like a little bottle... Anything happen or anything that occurs... You just fill it into your heart and cap it with a smiley bottle cap... 

But sometimes... When you're too full... You wounds want to pour it all out and just let it go... but the problem is... No one wants to feel what you feel... They do not want to drink from you... They just dismiss it...

well..they prefer smiley faces, dont they?

i shared to some people, but they think it's just not me, and it's emo. HAH! like try being in my position and call yourself an emo!

11:55pm

HAHAHAHA...

yeap... Everyone loves smiley faces... Till they forget about bothering behind the scenes... XD 

and btw...

The one thing every lifeguard learns is that...

You never rescue a person when they are panicking and struggling hard cause they will pull you down...

You save them when they become tired...

Don't you think that's why God always appear when people are sick and tired of living life???

and when they just throw everything away from their life???

God will never let you face things alone if He knows you can't handle it... 

Like a father and his child...  If he lets you handle it... 

That means His bet is on you... 

His faith is in you...   

You can actually do it... 

it's not about reaching your goal or completing your objective... It's the journey there  

*P.s.

okay, i understand now. I understand. I will try again
Thanks, D. Really nice to finally have somebody to listen..