Breaking Point

Today was my breaking point. QT= Qualifying test is like tomorrow.

 I just feel this overwhelming sensation that nothing is in the right place! nothing is RIGHT at all. I have not completely grasp the contents of my text books!

Exams exams. All these time while I'm hurting on the inside, i have to put on a tough demeanor and encourage other people. I ain't no emo. But i have my melting point breached. 

It's hard to admit, but i do secretly tear in the middle of the night, due to all the pressure here. But all in all, i learn to be mature, to take up my responsibility, to face things rather than running away from it. 

i thought i was just done with it. 

                                          Might as well give up, 

but then someone was sensitive enough to realise 

                                              that I'm struggling inside.

        

 And always kind enough to stand by me.

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H3llo,
好多了吗？你这几天要多多加油和坚强喔。千万不要force你自己太多。等一下生病就不好了。
ALL the best~ Just do what u can~
多多加油～我们一起努力好吗？
今天好冷喔，穿多几件衣和不要睡太迟。(raining)
You can do it~ Believe in yourself and have faith in GOD.
别担心，你有耶稣着一个万能神，nothing is impossible 
My day was, GOOD. No stress. Only stress is tht i have to pray alot for you~ haha A good stress, hehe 
no worries about me, Will see you through this challenging week.

不要再一个人哭了，要跟我一起分担。
All the best in QT. QT=Quiet time, haha ITS Qualifying Test.
QUIET TIME = Qualifying Test
SMILE ALWAYS :DD GOD bless~
Nite nite.

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If i can only say thank you, it would not be enough to express my gratitude. When i am emotionally, spiritually, financially and academically broke, thanks for standing by at all times. I know that you know i would do the same for you too.

"你让我像小美眉，勇敢把藏在瓶子里的秘密一个一个掏出来。我不会一个人自己躲起来哭了，好坏都跟你分享。因为你接纳我最脆弱的一面！谢谢你。"

Thank you. from the bottom of my heart.